reflection

hi friends! sorry for the prolonged absence. i appreciate all of your comments and emails regarding my last blog entry. this blogging community brings such a sense of joy to my life. i love you guys!
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i was tagged by the darling pixiedust a few weeks ago to post “5 things i want to be when i grow up.” so fun! i have many, many dreams…these are just a few off the top of my head. i love this topic of dreams. without dreams, there is no magic. and without magic, well, what is there?
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anyway, here goes….
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1.) i dream of spending all my days writing and getting paid for it. i am not sure in what form this would be, but the thought of my words in a hardcover book makes my insides all fluttery and awake. a collage-like book of poems, paintings, photographs, etc. is very appealing….although these days i am thinking of a novel. i also have a kids book i wrote years ago that i would love to publish. no, i will publish! it is something very close to my heart. truthfully, i just love to write, whether i get paid for it or not. it would be amazing to reach a huge span of people through a book though.
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2.) i dream of having a baby. i have wanted to be a mother my whole life. in a way, i kind of already feel like a mother, since i work with kids….but the dream of having one of my own never fades. it is thrilling to me that i finally found a wonderful partner to have one with. i wonder to myself, what will our kids will be like? will they have justins long lashes and pretty features…will they have my passion for all things creative? i also dream of adopting an older child. whatever happens, i believe my child is my child, however fate wishes to connect us.
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3.) i can’t believe i am going to write this-but i have actually dreamed about being an E! correspondent. (oh dear, did i lose any readers?) i love pop culture. i love the cheesiness, the clothes, the drama. i think it would be so fun to wear a fancy dress and chat up a bunch of movie stars. (i just told justin this as i wrote it and he asked, “are you good in front of a crowd?” uh, no, i am NOT good in front of a crowd. i never planned on an audience. i was thinking more just me and george clooney talking, like, by ourselves. maybe this is a dream i should not have elaborated on…)
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4.) to have a sailboat and live on it. with justin. and my cat. HEAVEN. and of course, sail around the world on it…
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5.) this one is probably my biggest dream: to be at peace with myself. to look in the mirror and see ME, without criticism, just love. i like to think i get a little closer to this dream every day.
i am tagging:
kirsten michelle
bohogirl
schmoopy
bella
lianne
have fun!
mccabe x


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*you* are a dream. xo
By Dish on 10.10.07 7:52 pm
You look so rockin in this photo:)
Lovely dreams!
By thea on 10.11.07 1:32 am
Oh, I dream of sailing ’round the world, too! Preferably on an old ship like a galleon or something like that. No, really!
Truly lovely dreams of yours and a beautiful photo!
By Phoenix on 10.11.07 5:57 am
thank you for sharing some of your dreams…
and for the encouragement to share some of my own.
this is exactly what i need
love to you,
k
xo
By Kirsten Michelle on 10.11.07 7:19 am
thanks for sharing your private dreams
that outfit rocks
By Jessica on 10.11.07 7:39 am
what lovely dreams and who wouldn’t want to interview george clooney, tee hee
i can totally relate to the writing one and yes to be at peace with myself, everyday i too get closer to that one and it feels good
your outfit seriously rocks and those boots look yummy!! xox
By daisies on 10.11.07 7:53 am
First of all – I love your outfit!! I love, the socks, boots, dress, cap, YOU!!! Yup, you should definitely be on E! with this adorable cap getting the dish on all the celebs! But please invite me for that Russell Crowe interview – heehee…
Love your dreams… #5… so happy you are getting there because what I see is pure magic.
(((Hugs))),
Me
By PixieDust on 10.11.07 8:19 am
Hee. I also tagged you. You will be such a rockin, fun, awesome mama. And private interviews with George Clooney, now that is a very nice dream. Truthfully though all your dreams rock, and I love that you are always getting closer to being at peace with your self.
By Kelly on 10.11.07 8:44 am
McCabe, I’m not sure how these work, but I tagged you for a different meme.
: )
By Lizzie on 10.11.07 11:33 am
sorry, I linked the wrong site!
http://www.meetinggrace.wordpress.com.
: )
By Lizzie on 10.11.07 11:35 am
[...] Since I have been tagged by two beautiful women, I’ll answer this. “5 things you want to be when you grow up. Big dreams that seem like folly, but in your heart of hearts are very real and dear to you. Things that maybe you have forgotten about in the ebb and flow and toil of the everyday, but that never really leave your soul. What you would do if anything at all at all was possible?†[...]
By Divine Mojo » When I grow up… on 10.11.07 1:20 pm
unlurking to say i love your photo and your list! especially #3 (my guilty pleasure is celebrity gossip) and #5. it’s on my own list that i did this week, in the number 1 spot. i love your blog.
By kristen on 10.12.07 9:41 am
I’m with everyone else on this outfit…seriously cute…REALLY cute!
But, on to the dreams…all wonderful and all full of soul. And, I completely agree, where would we be without those dreams and the magic? I have two affirmation words that I hold on to dearly…dreams and believe. And in a case such as this list, they are both so perfect.
I am still working on my own list of “five things that I want to be when I grow up;” it is thought provoking to be sure.
Have a wonderful weekend fabulous you!
xoxo
By ceanandjen on 10.12.07 10:46 am
such cool dreams of yours!!! i can envision you doing each one of them with passion and natural ease. YUM.
fab photo of you, dear!
xoxo
By boho girl on 10.14.07 2:32 pm
Thanks for including me.
It made me smile because I recently wrote about just this!
So, rather than make people read it a second time, here’s the link if anyone is so inclined.
http://beyondthemap.blogspot.com/2007/10/when-i-grow-up.html
And the sailboat? Oh, me too.
By bella on 10.15.07 12:51 pm
i love your list and i dare say that you’re going to accomplish every item on it! ;-D
By jenica on 10.19.07 10:14 am
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